The ceremony has at last came to an end.
Thank you for those who has kindly offered their help in such difficult moments, allowing me to walk with this very important elderly in my family till the very end, I really appreciate that.
Thank you Sister Cat for asking me to take leave.
Thank you for those who cover my duty for me.
Thanks a lot everyone who helps me in one way or another.
=)
The past week has been some what like a dream, a long long dream and everything seems so unrealistic. I still finds it hard to accept that the person I am having lunch with just a week ago and one week later we are watching him being cremented at the same hour . I still remember asking Mom if we should order a particular type of food because the food is kinda heaty. And I think my 3rd aunt told me it's ok to have it once in a while, and how we specially change the order of "chuang fan" from the lil' spicy type to frying it with soya sauce. His expressions was still so clear when I told them that in near future I might not be able to come out so often to have lunch with them because I will be changing back to 5-day work week, and that he was leaving to buy bread for that night for dinner after the meal. I can't forget how happy was he whenever I gave him and aunt a treat at the restaurant and the way he jested about "being polite so there will be more to come in future".
Every lil' bits and pieces are still so clear.
I was supposed to be looking after the kids today but I really can't do so when memories flashes back like tsunami, I was almost drowned in sorrow since morning and has been hiding behind the "tent" to cry because I don't want anyone to see and gets upset.
3rd Uncle, do rest in peace and you will always live in our hearts.
