To my evadearest Ah Sei (Number 4),
Thanks for coming to our family.
Thank you for adding joy to our lives, thank you for listening to my crap and allowing me to disturb you.
Still remember the day when you first came to our home together with your first mate, Ah Yee (Number 2), you were such a puny creature back then and was friend with Ah Yee, you must be upset to see Ah Yee committed suicide by jumping out of the tank in the middle of the night and we only managed to recover its body on the following morning.
Later when At Yat (Number 1) came I know you don't really like it because it always bully you, chased behind you and bit you, I know, we know, which is why later we separated the both of you to prevent any harm to you. I really wonder were you upset when Ah Yat left you?
After Ah Yat left you had the whole tank to yourself, were you ever happy living alone? If you were then why is it that you fall sick so often? Did you fall sick because you were lonely?
I feel terribly sorry that I can't help you a single bit when you were sick and was suffering in the tank, no matter how much I feel like stroking you giving you a hug to give you strength to fight the battle, I could never do it because my body temperature would results in burns on your body. All that I could do, is to sit on the sofa next to the tank, touching the tank and tried to talk to you hoping that I can cheer you on.
Ah Sei, thank you for all the happy moments, I could never forget how smart you are to alert us when you feel that it is time to change the water; how you jumped out of water when we were trying to play with you; how you sleep *I have never seen any fish that is alive that sleep on the side*...
You will always live in my heart.
Rest in peace, dude.
Love you always,
Your little owner---Fione
