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Apparently the story for my day has boardcasted.
Ermm... A bit... Ok, I was very very puzzled by the speed and the extend the story goes, everyone is asking how am I and was very careful when they speak to me. In fact, I know somehow someone must have said something when I received a missed call from the department followed by a message from Chong yesterday, little do I expect that so many of them know about it *Imagine even the housekeeper was asking me*.
Out of absolute curiousity, I asked one of the girls what did Jie Ying told them, and I was told that Jie Ying said I "cried very heavily" *Heavily??? [Frown]* that night and I only left the department at 2200hours.
Should I clarify?
Hmm... It was a bad day yet it is truely a very good experience; It was horrible yet it tested my limits; It is terrible and DID made me feel incompetent yet it build up my confidence the next round.
And I did not cry as badly as what people thought, I did cried, but I was hiding behind at the pantry and I was on phone with Kai-ma, speaking of the whole thing and for me, no doubt I can actually cry for the slightest reason but I usually cried because there is some pep-talk or words of console or concern. So I am quite fine actually.
Nonetheless, I really thank you for all the care and concern and wishes given, from Kian, who responded to me immediately after the incident; from Jen who called up and did so everytime when something happened to me and she knows about it, for willing to allow me to disturb you at the weirdest hours even though I won't do it, the words warmed my heart; from Chong who especially sms-ed me to ask me about how I was, and said will talk to Sister about the issue; from Zarina who actually apologised for something which I did not think it is your fault; from Jie Ying who helped me so much in handling the case when you saw that I can't cope even though you just arrived and know nuts about the case and your hug; from Nat and Meimei the words of console...
Thank you, really, appreciate it a lot from the deepest part of my heart.
=)
Apparently the story for my day has boardcasted.
Ermm... A bit... Ok, I was very very puzzled by the speed and the extend the story goes, everyone is asking how am I and was very careful when they speak to me. In fact, I know somehow someone must have said something when I received a missed call from the department followed by a message from Chong yesterday, little do I expect that so many of them know about it *Imagine even the housekeeper was asking me*.
Out of absolute curiousity, I asked one of the girls what did Jie Ying told them, and I was told that Jie Ying said I "cried very heavily" *Heavily??? [Frown]* that night and I only left the department at 2200hours.
Should I clarify?
Hmm... It was a bad day yet it is truely a very good experience; It was horrible yet it tested my limits; It is terrible and DID made me feel incompetent yet it build up my confidence the next round.
And I did not cry as badly as what people thought, I did cried, but I was hiding behind at the pantry and I was on phone with Kai-ma, speaking of the whole thing and for me, no doubt I can actually cry for the slightest reason but I usually cried because there is some pep-talk or words of console or concern. So I am quite fine actually.
Nonetheless, I really thank you for all the care and concern and wishes given, from Kian, who responded to me immediately after the incident; from Jen who called up and did so everytime when something happened to me and she knows about it, for willing to allow me to disturb you at the weirdest hours even though I won't do it, the words warmed my heart; from Chong who especially sms-ed me to ask me about how I was, and said will talk to Sister about the issue; from Zarina who actually apologised for something which I did not think it is your fault; from Jie Ying who helped me so much in handling the case when you saw that I can't cope even though you just arrived and know nuts about the case and your hug; from Nat and Meimei the words of console...
Thank you, really, appreciate it a lot from the deepest part of my heart.
=)
PS. The whole story is about yesterday I was left alone in the ward with the lot of new staff while one of the more senior one left the ward early, and at the time when we were usually busy, I had one patient suddenly collapsed and the whole event lasted for more than 2 hours and I ended up only be able to left the work place 3 hours after my official off time and results in a junior not being able to have her break at all as well. *Neither for me* Out of extreme stress and not understand why are people insisted on going off despite of me asking them not to leave. One new girl was asked to stay by me and Jie Ying but she insisted that Sister has promised her and she MUST leave, the more senior staff when she left actually the place was quite settled; and I hide at a corner and was making a call to my Kai-ma who was my ex-ward colleague to talk to relief stress and cried when I was describing the events.
