I am being transferred back to my PRCP ward, hopefully it will help to improve my skin conditions. *Pray hard*
Sometimes I think I am kinda lucky, as in the sense that I know some of my friends care for me a lot, so much so that they more like one of my family members and I appreciate that because I know not everyone have such friends. People like "Michelle" who always "nag" me to eat to eat to eat, remind me to take medicine knowing that I am that "Big Head Prawn" "大頭蝦" "Sotong" "Blur"; like "Maria" whom I know that she will stand by my side all the time even though I just like to bully and disturb her; Alisa who always concern; my piggy Jie who I can hug to cry; my 大家姐 Mo See who will really kill me if I get admitted but never call her (in Bishan) but call another person (in Boon Lay) for help again even though she is having exams or serious work *LOL*; Ting who I can complain all about work to her and share our lil' "discussion" with; Haohao who always tell me to drink more water *I am very susceptible to URTI, can cough till see doctor until I don't wanna see, take medicine until I cry and my cough is still there. Sian* and responded fast when I call for help; SN Christina who is always patient; SN Chia who always talk to me nicely; SN Kim who always willing to help me; SSN Chong who always answer my load-S of question-S and always trying to be funny; Ah Ma who bring me see doctor; and of course not forgetting Lydia, m primary school classmate whom I still keep in contact when I know myself that I am not a very fantastic friend as I am always "lazy" to write *my letter always write half and I did not complete and so I will not send because it's incomplete. I can write stories, but I can't even finished a page of a letter.*; Ah Soon who asked me to call her regarding my health problems; Ah Xiu who is the siao girl who siao with me *LOL*; Eve who is like big sister helping me in almost all ways; SPN who I can always talk to when I am lost...
I can't even finish counting, so many people care.
Somehow in a way, I think I am kinda blessed, to be blunt, I don't even think that I deserve all these. Some I know, are not that easy person yet they are at least kind to me and for that I really appreciate it.
Yet I don't like *close to the rim of hate* lil' actions under the table, I don't like to have special exemptions, I don't like, I don't like, I don't like because I don't like politics. All the above will drag me into a swirl of people relation crisis, take it this way that I don't want to go to a place whereby everyone hated me because this will make everything extra difficult for me. I guess the most that I will ask for, is only some lil' respect during conversations and that's it, please do not shout at me, please do not shoo me off...
You know what I mean?
