All 3 years of happy moments, all 3 years of tears, all 3 years of hard work, all 3 years of true friendship I got from you girls, all have come to an end.
It's the last paper today and I don't feel glad at all. May be it's because of the insecurity, the uncertainty to working life, the possible politics that I will more or less be facing. Perhaps it's because you girls have been really great friends which is what cause the reluctance to change the environment.
I can't believe that 3 years just fly pass like that and I sorta like know that I may never be able to find such genuine friendships again and I sorta like know that we will definitely drift after we are separated, that add on the sadness. I really afraid that I might just break down on our graduation ceremony for I know that today we are taking photos, but 10 years down the road we might not be there anymore. *Shrug*
Depressive Realism... I am not pessimistic.
